It had been over a week and the only sounds you could hear
were coming from the machines that were keeping me alive.
The brain hemorrhage had been massive and doctors say I should
have died instantly. When I didn't, they immediately warned
my family that if I ever did come out of the coma, there most
likely would be a host of disabilities to face.
Frightening to say the least, that list included everything
from severe brain damage, to an inability to walk, or even
blindness. So immediately, all my family and friends went
into "official denial mode" -- refusing to accept
any of this and instead, began searching for ways to rouse
me from my silence.
Though doctors refused to put any stock in this, some response
was seen through my vital signs as they would change, depending
on the visitor. My heart rate would slow or increase and my
blood pressure would elevate or move lower. There were even
some who were not allowed to see me as it appeared they agitated
me too much -- something that was strictly prohibited!
This whole response thing gave my brother-in-law, Greg, an
idea. As a great supporter of my singing and songwriting career,
Greg decided to take some of my songs I had recently recorded
to a local radio station, where he explained about my illness.
He told them he was sure I could hear what was going on around
me and he knew that having my own songs played on the radio
was a huge dream of mine. He was sure this could reach me
and do more than any medicine or machine could.
Times have changed and radio stations are not as free to
do this sort of thing because of the legalities. So it was
to Greg's amazement and delight, that without hesitation,
they agreed to help! They even gave him a specific date and
time so that he could have "radio in hand" at my
hospital bed. Greg's idea had filled everyone with hope and
now the moment had arrived. Nervous from sheer anticipation,
Greg held the radio close to my ear, while family joined hands
and watched over me hoping for any reaction.
The DJ made a pre-song announcement about my situation to
the general audience, then spoke directly to me.
"Shelly this is for you, I want you to REALLY LISTEN
now. This is not just your song we're playing, but your family's
song of hope. All of us at KKDJ wish you a speedy recovery."
Everyone in the room held their breath as the music began.
The song was only part way into its verse, when they all witnessed
the tears streaming down my pale cheeks. Though still not
awake, it was obvious I heard my song. Greg said everyone,
including medical personnel, cheered! It was in this moment,
the very hope everyone had asked for, was realized.
Just a few days later, hope turned into reality. I did in
fact awaken and how befitting that Greg was the first person
to see me open my eyes.
Though not completely unscathed, I did not suffer from any
of the major disabilities that had been predicted.
Hope and love have no boundaries -- it is not something we
can put on paper, or adeptly describe. It does not recognize
medical science as its governing law.
Hope is the part of us that makes us pick up the pieces and
try again. Without hope where would we be?
Shelly is an award winning
songwriter/singer who wrote and performed the opening
song on the "Pet Tales" CD. She has also had
a story featured on "Miracle Pets".
You may purchase her songs at http://www.songimages.com. |
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