It appeared to be a typical summer evening, one of my favorite
times to ride.
I chose the gray gelding, for he had some jumping skills
and that evening I had decided to relive some of my childhood
days.
My first pass over the jump and my heart raced with excitement.
I even laughed out loud. What a glorious time! That is, until
the pain hit.
It began in the back of my head, then progressed down my
spine. I became slightly alarmed for I had never experienced
this type of pain. The horse was sweaty and I needed to cool
him out, plus the rest of the nine horses I boarded still
needed to be fed. But minute by minute, I was becoming weaker
as the pain became stronger.
I managed to finish caring for the animals. Then I literally
dragged myself to the house with the pain becoming excruciating.
Still trying to convince myself that it was probably nothing,
I called my sister who was a nurse.
Suddenly I heard a voice inside me say, "You may die"!
I dialed 911 and I heard the dispatcher asking me questions
but as I tried to respond, I began to have a seizure and could
not speak without incomprehensible slurring.
The hospital doctor spoke to my husband with painful certainty,
"I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but Shelly has suffered
a massive brain hemorrhage and we do not expect her to live
through the night. Her brain is too swollen to perform any
surgery and there is nothing more we can do. She is in a coma
and on life support."
Needless to say, they were wrong about that night and about
the next two weeks. But as I lay there in a coma, a beautiful
experience happened to my husband, and then to me.
A beautiful Irish Setter appeared one day at our home, seemingly
out of nowhere. He was not a dog anyone had seen before. Undeniably
gorgeous, a perfectly groomed red coat and was of a stocky
build. His head was very majestic and wide unlike the usual
Irish Setters we'd known. He had this look of deep wisdom
and just his presence offered a calming comfort. Certainly
a beauty like this must be lost from his home. He stayed next
to my husband's side offering strength and comfort. However,
he would disappear each night from our fenced yard, then reappear
on our front porch in the morning.
Hoping to bring me out of my coma, my husband brought and
played recorded tapes to the hospital. They were tapes of
all our pets "talking" in the morning as they anxiously
awaited to be fed. And yes, even the mysterious Irish Setter
was there -- barking right along with everybody else.
Where did he go at night? And why does he always return?
Signs and ads were placed for a rightful owner to claim him
but no one responded.
It was very shortly after this dog appeared that I miraculously
awoke from my coma. In the name of this miracle, the dog was
named "Lucky".
After a month's hospital stay, I returned home extremely
weak and frail, yet determined. It was my turn to meet Lucky.
He was much more beautiful than I imagined and he soon became
my shadow instead of my husband's. What a comfort this dog
was. I can still feel it. But the same routine continued each
night. He would disappear and reappear in the morning on the
front porch. We could not begin to find a place where he could
be getting out.
I was recovering nicely and one night as I lay in bed, I
asked that Lucky be brought into my room to sleep with me.
Now I could be sure he wouldn't get out.
I fell into a deep comforting sleep knowing he was there
next to me.
When I awoke the next morning, he was gone. I checked with
everyone in the house and no one had seen him and no one had
opened my bedroom door.
He was not on the front porch. He was nowhere to be found.
It took me quite a while to accept his permanent departure,
until I realized what a blessing his presence had been for
us.
Gone, but never forgotten, this messenger in the beautiful
red coat.
Shelly is an award winning
songwriter/singer who wrote and performed the opening
song on the "Pet Tales" CD. She has also had
a story featured on "Miracle Pets".
You may purchase her songs at http://www.songimages.com. |
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